Tuesday, November 4, 2008

To My Biffleee <3

First of all, you’re my best friend and I will always be here for you. If it wasn’t for you I know I wouldn’t be half as happy as I am now. You are like the male version of Niccole and I love it. Your like the coolest guy I have ever met. I idolise you and want to be just like you.. But a girl. I envy you something hardcore. I trust you with everything and I need you in my life. My closest friend.This boy, he is different to anyone I know, I look up to him, and I bet he doesn’t know this but he is my hero. But I honestly mean he is my best friend we have so much fun even when we’re just being idiots. I can really be myself around him. I hate the fact that i could never be mad at him.. Grrrr.

I love you fernando.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

One Of A Kind.

Please do me a huge favor, and read this. Actually read it, and understand it. Know that I'm more than just a face on your screen, but an actual person; one with actual feelings. Take into consideration that despite how I act, I'm one of the most understanding, committed, loving, caring, trusting people on the face of this planet. There's so much more to me that I want to convey in these words but I can only express so much. The rest is up to you. Yes, I'm really fourteen. I'm originally from Florida and I'm growing into something extravagant, and I know all of this is for a reason. I plan on making something of my life. I'm going to go to college, I'm going to become an amazing forensic, and hopefully one day I'll fall in love, get married and have a family to live comfortably ever after. Until then I'm going to embrace life. That being said, I don't particularly party. I'm not into the drug scene or any of the sort.But that's not to say I condemn the people who choose to do so, I mean it's your life, you're more than welcome to do as you please. I'll be right behind you. Hell, I'll give you a ride home or hold your hair back if you need it. I'm a lover rather than a fighter.


I'm easily taken for granted and taken advantage of. What can I say? I have a good heart. My music taste is sporatic. I love anything from indie to electro pop to rap to ambient and so on. I always switch it up, and I get shit for it all the time from people. I don't really allow myself to get close to guys. In my heart I want someone. I'm not sure who, or where from, but I'm not going to lie, I want someone really bad. But in my mind, I have no self-confidence. But what I lack in self-confidence, I make up for in self-respect; something most fourteen year old girls lack. I'm not the most courageous person around but I'll always go out on a limb for you and make sacrifces for others' happiness. I love to laugh, I love to be happy. I'm here to leave a mark on this world; I'll either do it with or without you. Feel free to get to know me better, I promise you won't